dire consequences of being the one

have you ever cried yourself to sleep,
for someone to whom it didnt matter

have you ever stopped on you way,
just look around and see if you'd find them behind you; waiting

have you ever laughed until tears came out of your eyes,
and you didnt know whether you were elated or more than hurt

have you ever smiled to yourself, thinking about somebody
and then realised that you were smiling

have you missed someone so much,
taht you almost went mad thinking and reliving the moments spent together

have you ever waited for the phone to ring,
hoping it would be them, so you could tell them that you missed them

have you ever wanted to hear anyone saying that they love you,
for its all you want to hear

have you ever called someone and said nothing,
for you don't know where to begin, and all u said was 'nice weather...'

have you ever looked for them,
even when you know that they are gone

have you ever wished that it never happened
atleast you would be happier then

have you wished that you never existed
because it hurts way too much to be you

have you ever been hurt so much,

that it pains to be alive

have you ever thought of dying

because there seems nothing worth surviving for

have you evr thought of turning anonymous
'cause everything in the world seems to be plotting against you, including him